Negative Thoughs Dumping Ground

to him:

heyx. a new year. a new beginning. i know 2004 has been a very tough year for us. after going through so much, we still are facing so many difficulties. if u believe in ourselves, im confident that things will work out for both of us. anyway, thanks for all you have done for me.
thanks for all the sacrifices u made. thanks for the understanding you gave. thanks for the care and concern u showered on me. thanks for all the treats u have given. thanks for all your presents. thanks for those moments.
i know sometimes u blame me for not being the perfect enough. i, myself, know that im not good enough. im really sorry. i just seek for ur forgiveness. even though im not good enough, i hope i have given u happy memories, just like you have given me too. sad memories maybe more than the happy ones but at least there are happy ones rite?
till now, i still can't accept the fact that we are going to different junior colleges and i duno how long i need to accept it. i just can't imagine going to school without the familiar presence of u. can't imagine not being able to turn behind to see u. can't imagine not asking help from you, regarding schoolwork. can't imagine not seeing you five days every week.
for all the mistakes that i have done, please forgive me. forgive me for not being understanding enough. forgive me for hurting u. forgive me for making u angry. forgive me for not being perfect.
well, i duno wat 2005 holds for both of us. but im praying that we will not forget each other, keep in touch and meet each other as often as possible. have faith in yourself that we can do it. i will never give up hope unless i receive some bad news from u.
krystal told me that frogs don't fly n im believe in her. i really going to miss u a lot, a lot. please do take care over at nyjc and study really hard there. dun slack anymore le and study hard. work hard towards ur dreams. i will always behind u to support u. im still carryin hope tat we will end up in the same jc.
2 years. pls wait for me. be'cos i will.

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